The Paddock Review

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A Poem by Ivy Schweitzer

Surge

 

 

When my belly filled

then emptied,

 

my breasts filled 

then emptied

 

daily for months

they surfaced—

 

the silvery stretch marks

I tried to swab away with cocoa butter

 

hieroglyphs of the body 

breaching its skin 

 

as the self, cresting, labors 

to crack itself open 

 

to a world 

bound by someone else’s 

bargains of power   

 

bellied white sails 

threading

rough shallows

 

as waters rush

to flood 

the wide river delta—

 

now I pry myself open 

and submit to the swell

 

a wreck tumbling in surf

emptying then filling

….

This poem is from the book Dividing Rivers by Ivy Schweitzer (Finishing Line Press), and can be found at https://www.finishinglinepress.com/product/dividing-rivers-by-ivy-schweitzer/


Born in Brooklyn, NY, Ivy Schweitzer has lived for many years in Vermont and taught English and Women’s, Gender, and Sexuality Studies at Dartmouth College. Her poetry has appeared, most recently, in PassagerRitualwellTikkunNew Croton ReviewMississippi ReviewSpoon River Poetry Review, Mid-Atlantic Review and The New England Poetry Club’s Prize Winners’ Anthology 2024Dividing Rivers is her debut solo collection. For her collaborative work, visit her author page at https://sites.dartmouth.edu/ivyschweitzer/.