The Paddock Review

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A Poem by Susan Jaret McKinstry

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Return Again 

 

Go back to the place

where rounded hills rise

deep greens and rocky peaks

beaded with soft white sheep

where dry limestone walls

stitch the landscape 

into erratic patchwork

edged by endless gray blue seas

where you feel at once

at home, though you

never lived here.

 

Stand on a high point

at the end of a single-lane twister

of narrow heart-stop road 

edging up the sharp mountain 

stand wind-blasted and heart-spun

and read an Irish poem aloud,

words rushing into the rain-bright air. 

 

Gulls’ cries and wind’s song

scattered words and distant cars

aching sound-shards of yearning 

disperse into the embracing landscape

curving around and away. 

 

You can always come back.

You can never leave.

Close your eyes. Wherever you are,

may these set-down words 

held in place in a white space

carry you, heart-hopeful

and heart-worn you, home.

……

This poem is from the chapbook
Tumblehome by Susan Jaret McKinstry (Finishing Line Press), and can be found at https://www.finishinglinepress.com/product/tumblehome-by-susan-jaret-mckinstry/

Tumblehome is structured like a musical fugue, moving in three sections from the west coast of Ireland to London, then to Galway, and back to a small town in Minnesota as it interweaves and deepens themes of home, time and loss. The #poems contemplate vast human history and the small space of our lives in distinct voices and episodes, with closely-observed objects – coins, stones, birds, water – reappearing and echoing to create a harmonic poetic travelogue.

Susan Jaret McKinstry has published poems in Plain Songs I & II, Crosswinds, Willows Wept, Red Wing Poet Artist Collaboration, and TheJournal of General Internal Medicine. A professor of 19th century British literature, theory, and creative writing at Carleton College in Northfield, Minnesota, she yearns for the sea, and has been lucky to teach in Ireland, Scotland, Norway, London, Florence, and Moscow.

Photo by Mark S. McNeil.